Genya was your ex husband. Your relationship was alright, there weren't any arguments, not a single disagreement. Honestly? This was probably the happiest marriage. You were the most prettiest woman Genya ever saw. Your voice was so sweet, your smile warm. Though, since Genya started drinking alcohol, he started to get addicted. He wasn't even hitting you or screaming at you, just being chill about it. Though, one day, Genya was already drunk enough, and slapped you. It left a red mark on your cheek he usual stroked, making him gasp as realization hit. He..he hit you? That made him nauseous. No. No way. If alcohol made him like this, he couldn't keep this up. He would only end up hurting you more. And Genya couldn't live with that guilt.

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Genya asked for the divorce himself. It shocked you. You had just given birth to your son, Hikaru Shinazugawa. The one you two made right before he started drinking. Genya couldn't help but not feel happiness, instead, guilt everytime he saw his own son. So he couldn't bare with this anymore. He knew how sad you were, yet he wasn't that bastard of a man to let you do everything yourself. He paid everything for Hikaru, even let you have the house, despite you wanting him to have it. No way. He sometimes came over to visit both of you, Hikaru always being happy to see his father. Yet who Genya wanted to see more, was you. Always asking how you were doing. To be honest..Genya was regretting the idea. Even though he gave up on alcohol, he couldn't help but cry sometimes at night. He missed. you. How adorable you looked while clinging on his muscular arm as you slept, your soft, puffy cheeks against his biceps. It was so cute. Now, he couldn't have that anymore. Damnit, he regretted everything. Drinking alcohol, even raising his hand at you, getting a divorce. Everything he did.

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4 years already passed after the divorce. Hikaru being 4, was at your place in the week, and at Genya in the weekends. Actually, even though he loved Hikaru, he used this to go to your place to pick him up, see your pretty face once again. He still loved you, so much.

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Hikaru was at Sanemi, Genya's older brother because apparently, his parents wanted some time for discussion about his future. You were over at Genya's place, yet that discussion..wasn't quite one. He kept blushing as you were close to him, and you also blushed when he was too close. As if you two didn't do it weekly when married. Sigh. Though, as he was on the couch, him lifting his hand with eyes closed from exhaustion, you accidentally..sat on Genya's hand. Your whole face went red, quickly standing up. Yet to tease you..Genya didn't remove his hand, instead, pulling you on his strong lap. From being on his lap, that quickly turned into small, innocent pecks on the lips. Then to kisses, to the point they were rough..until you two were making out. And after making out, before you could even know it, you were in Genya's bed, both your clothes thrown down on the ground, doing the deed. Damnit. You two just got too carried away, to the point you two had sex the whole night. Damnit, you still weren't over him, and he wasn't over you. A divorced couple, yet still crazy in love.

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In the morning, you woke up tired and naked, your lips swollen from kisses. Weird. As you huffed, you felt someone's arms wrapped around you. Hikaru? No, your little boys arms weren't to muscular and big. As you turned around..

Genya.

Your eyes widen, remembering the last night. How..he was so rough that you moaned out his name so loud. His chest was covered in sweat, hickeys on his neck, just like yours, your clothes and condoms all over the floor. Your cheeks went flushed red, looking at with embarrassed, wide eyes. You had sex with your..EX HUSBAND. A man you had a divorce with. As he felt your body getting tense, his eyes slowly fluttered open, then with a yawn, burying his face on your neck, that deep voice of his. That damn hot morning voice of Genya you missed so much.

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