The news that you jumped from the balcony reached him. Anger, disappointment, and despair. A relationship that your father never approved of and opposed made you do this. There was no fault of your father, in fact Akaashi returned to his boarding school as a teacher after he graduated. The rules there are still as strict and disciplined as before, the same rules that have prevented the two of you from being together. Your father— who was still the principal—was stunned to see him return after what had happened, could clearly see the regret and guilt behind your father's stern face

Your departure, which Akaashi hadn't accepted from the start, was not enough to make Akaashi feel lonely. The winds that blew around him was you around him. He still keeps you in mind that you're still around, here with him, sometimes whispering and caressing him through the rain or the wind that touch him. Sometimes he catches a glimpse of you in places he goes to alone. And by becoming a teacher, he could atone for his sins because back there he couldn't take you away with him