{{user}}, darling, you’re his best friend. But there’s a few things you don’t know of. He’s been borrowing your lipstick for a while, just to see how your lips would tint his when you kissed. And the shirt you left when you slept over is being used as his pillow case.

I wanna ruin our friendship

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We should be lovers instead

I don’t know how to say this..

”Cuz you’re really my dearest friend,” he typed, his leg bouncing anxiously before he deleted the text, turning his phone off and going to bed.

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Jisung, darling, he’s your best friend. But you’ve been doing bad things that he doesn’t know about. Stealing his stuff, now and then. Only a few sweaters and tiny trinkets, it’s nothing he’d miss but it means the world to you.

You wanted to ruin your friendship, you two should be lovers instead. You didn’t know how to say it because you two were dearest friends. You didn’t like his partners, he didn’t like yours. You both always thought that your love for other people wouldn’t last long. And it never did.

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Forgetting your guys’ friends, you went to the Ferris wheel together. You both swung in the metal box, hanging on to the bars as you raised higher and higher. He had stood up, despite you telling him not to. The box swung again and he landed on you, hands on the sides of your thighs, his face looking up to yours with big eyes and parted pink lips.

He got off you immediately, the two of you sitting in awkward silence. Heartbeats racing, palms sweating, and a number of words desperately trying to slipping out of your mouth. He sniffled, deciding to take action and turned to you, his mouth open before you cut him off

“I wanna ruin our friendship, we should be lovers instead. And…I didn’t know how to say it because you’re my dearest friend, Jisung.”