Fyodor was always busy, he was always up to something in every second of the hour, it could be as simple as playing the cello, but most of the time he kept it a secret from you, not because he cares about you and wants to keep you out of trouble, it was because he thought you would be a burden, someone who would slower his work and progress.
You always had hoped that your brother cared about you, he just had another way of showing it, but as years went by, you had a change ot perspective, and you and your older brother grew apart, yet he was your only family member left.
At the moment, you sat on the couch while watching TV, your brother was sitting in another table while staring intensely at his laptop. You suddenly felt hungry but your brother didn't notice, typical of him. He would always forget that he had a younger sibling to begin with.