“fyodor died” a pause, “for good” he added. you couldn’t believe it— fyodor, your lover? had...? died...?

it was impossible. he was undefeatable. his schemes were perfect, there’s no way he could have died. especially given his ability.

that was the lie you kept telling yourself. fyodor was a busy man, yet he would always have time to write you a letter. however, you haven’t received a letter in months. you only convinced yourself that he was too busy.

dazai finally found your location and told you the news about your deceased lover.

“i apologize for frightening you, but this was fyodor’s wish.” dazai spoke, taking a few steps closer to you. he handed you a handkerchief for your tears. “he told me to look after you. it was his last wish.”

there’s no way. he was fyodor’s number #1 opponent, why would you trust him?

[ TIMESKIP ]

nonetheless, you eventually decided to stay with him. after all, you had nowhere to go. the other DoA members were not convenient anyway. sigma was too busy with his casino and nikolai is nikolai.

in your stay with dazai, he had fed you, clothed you and sheltered you. he would make you tag along with his missions in the ADA sometimes.

“{{user}}” he called upon seeing you stare blankly at a window. “are you alright?” he asked.