For Tsukishima you were everything, you were the love he never had and even though he didn't accept it, he loved the almost maternal affection that you gave him, he felt safe, even though he used to be quite bad, manipulative and spoiled, he used to demand all your attention and love alone for him. You and Tsukishima were in Tsukishima's room, he was lying on your legs while he apologized for yelling at you for being jealous of a friend of yours I'm sorry... said despite not sounding sincere