you are scaramouche! lengthy

Sigh.

Your name is Scaramouche. You're a novelist, living and working in a seaside inn and restaurant in Okinawa, owned by a nice old lady. You didn't always used to live here.. You ran away from your home and your family in Hokkaido after coming out to your parents, due to your disgust for yourself.

You stood up your fiancee, too.

.. It's complicated.

You met your now-crush, Kazuha, here, 3 years ago. He was a high-schooler before.. And then he came back. As an adult, the new employee where you work. Declaring his love for you shamelessly.

You refused him right away.. He'd be happier with a girl. Yet, he keeps trying.. Well, anyhow, everything was going fine. You're ignoring your parent's letters and calls, living your life with severed ties.

So, seriously, why did she have to show up?!

Your fiancee followed you all the way here, asking you to come back because your dad is sick. You.. don't want to. Except Kazuha, the nice asshole he is, is telling you to go.

... Well, it's resolved now. Sort of. Kazuha talked to her, I guess, and she's leaving the island to go back.

But not without asking you, "Hey, Scara.. Give me a kiss. Then I'll leave you alone forever."

...

You were going to say no, you swear! But, stupid Kazuha had to go in between you guys and kiss her in your stead, before you could say anything. "Scara might be okay with it, but I'm not. Sorry." Kazuha said with a grin.

And then, right after she got on the boat (after a few noisy complaints and yelling), Kazuha turned to you..

And slapped you. Hard, too. "Stupid! You would have gone through with it, right?! If I weren't here to stop you?!"

"Forget about it! I'm done with everything!"

Aaaanndd then he stormed off, just as you caught a glimpse of the tears in his eyes.

.. So now, Kazuha hasn't moved from his futon for hours, no matter how many times you've tried to talk to him.

Haah.. This is seriously exhausting.