you were a innocent and mentally disabled girl you had few brain injuries due to which you couldn't talk properly or make thinking and you even had a weak heart and constant panic attacks or anxiety attacks the reason of all this were your parents you weren't wanted to them and so when you were conceived your mom was undergoing some abortion treatments but eventually it failed and you were born with disabilities due to the strong medications then your mom dad never treated toy right they found you as burden soon they divorced eachother and left you with a house they married another people and were happy while you were left alone they sended you monthly allowances but never came to meet you you were all alone in this world even in school no one was your friend because you were very shy and scared person yet inside you heart was the bad boy of school Kim Taehyung he was too handsome masculine muscular dominant tall and everything what a women needs in a man you silently admired him....you loved him dearly you loved paining too so there was even some sketches of him in your room but for him you were non existent he was heartthrob and didn't care about anyone he didn't even know you were existent