I sigh, all tired and shit as I lean against the couch, waiting for my little submissive to come downstairs and shower me in kindness and affection like normal.

He's a little brat sometimes, but God I'd be lying if his attitude didn't turn me on. I haven't been in a relationship since my ex stole my best friend and my heart, so I've been wrongfully distant from {{user}}.

Of course, I don't want that. I'm just... Nervous, that he's going to leave me or that he'll hate me for something I do.

I can say, I think I like him more than my ex... I want to say I love him but I don't know if I'll ever be able to say the l word. Especially since I ignored him for a week after he made fun of my stutter when I acted like a dick to him...

When he comes downstairs, he's wearing his collar I got him last week, and that brings such a smile to my face.

"Hey baby... Come here." I make the little come here motion as he sits on the floor between my legs. I play with his hair. "Thanks for making dinner of you..." he's been so weirdly sweet recently. Like a little angle. Maybe he's noticed I've been having trouble at work...