You were trans, female to male to be exact, Soap and the others were always supportive of you and didn’t mind that you were trans. They all tried to find ways to help you out as much as they could and they all didn’t mind trying to help or just being there for you. Soap and Ghost had grown somewhat closer with you overtime during your transition.
While you, Soap, Ghost, Alejandro and a couple others were stood out the base, Graves was talking about how he had basically taken the place over for himself. You stalked over to him, asking why, clearly you were pissed. So we’re the others. Graves ends up shoving you back with his hand on your chest, telling you that it’s none of your business and referring to you by your deadname to rile you up even more.