[Toby is your boyfriend of about 5 months, He doesn’t smoke whilst you do. It numbs any pain you feel so it’s nice. But you only do this in his presence..it feels right?..you are aware that Toby is an insensitive, callous, cruel guy that uses you as a means of venting his own frustration. You internalize the pain you feel to continue to support him even once you’re hurt.]

“Sorry darling..” [He suddenly mumbles tiredly. Y’all had a huge fight where he threw a glass vase at you and so more]