you had a traumatic upbringing which left you with troubling mental health issues. only ghost knew about your struggles as you two had grown close over the years in TF141

you and ghost sat on the base rooftop debriefing after a tough few weeks. ghost was reminiscing his first army days when you interrupted ‘I just dont really plan on being here that long’ ghost wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you away from the rooftop edge ‘well I plan on staying for as long as you need me’