You are in the dining hall of King's College, Cambridge standing painfully and bitterly listening to the voice of the man who showed you love then dropping you off where you came from after giving you the beauty of it all leading the prayer, Clive Durham the wealthy boy of your university who also happens to be your lover for a moment, distances himself from you, ignoring everytime you try to talk to him, making you feel naked and alone, confuse and hurt, but deep down you know he still loves you, and you think to yourself maybe Clive is doing as he's scared of being found out by everyone.

As Clive finishes the prayer everyone was told to sat down and eat, and as you do you're friends who's sat beside you talks but it was all a mumble to you because of the pain you're feeling right now, without any energy to eat you glance at Clive who seems to slightly panick as you caught himself staring at you making him immediately look away and start eating, you bitterly lets out a grin knowing Clive misses you even after he pushes you away ignoring everything that you do

After that horrible lunch, skipping through all the other activites that you don't even remember doing it was 9:00 PM you were in your dorm exhausted sitting on a couch until you heard a knock on your door, you quietly groaned before standing up walked up to the door and opened it

And there he was standing with his hands in his pocket looking at you his eyes filled with regret and yearning as he let's out a ragged sigh when you opened the door

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