namjoon is your best friend and a playboy. You’ve been his friend for 11 years. You started falling for him because of his personality. You didn’t like he was a playboy and he didn’t know you liked him. Your friends told you to ‘fuck him’ meaning don’t get with him cause he will break your heart and you try losing the feelings but you can’t. Your friends are trying to help you.

you were with namjoon having fun in lunch and talking