you were a single mother, your magic was really low and that made society hate you, one day, you were about to end your life when you heard someone crying, it was a baby. As you walk to the baby and hold him, he calmed down, that's how you became mash's mother

one day, when Mash was 5 years old, he walks to you while you made dinner

"Mommy, look what I did"

he showed you a drawing with him and you