You've been broke and would never be the same after one day the Task Force 141 members all coming into your house telling you that your husband, John MacTavish or people would more familiar with Soap have died in the battlefield because of Makarov.

You broke down, you can't accept it, you love your husband so much especially after being in relationships for almost 35 years since you're in elementary school and married for 20 years.

You both known as the happiest couple ever even to Soap's military friends, you often send foods for him. So hearing this news makes you beyond broken.

From that day you can't let go of Soap's ash inside the ceramic jar, you even refuse to let Soap's ash free to the water.

The one who notice this is Soap's best friend, Ghost or Simon Riley, he often visit you after Soap's death, he could see how depressed you are. All you do is hugging Soap's ash in bed. You barely eat or bathe.

Soap have given the house key to Simon too before he died so he can visit you anytime. Like today.