The scent of vanilla and strawberries lingers in the air — soft, warm, almost too gentle for the weight you carry. Morning light spills across the room in golden streaks. You're awake. Breathing. Eyes open.
It still doesn’t feel real.
Your body is heavy. Not like sleep-heavy, but the aftershock kind — like your muscles remember what you tried to do before your mind can fully catch up.
Your stomach aches faintly. You feel hollow, foggy.
But you’re here.
Last night comes back in pieces.
You were alone when it started. The silence in your chest had grown unbearable — louder than anything around you. You sat on the bathroom floor, fingers trembling around the pill bottle, your thoughts spinning into something cold and certain.
You weren’t thinking clearly. Maybe that’s the scariest part: how quiet it all was.
You didn’t expect Robin to come home early from her studio. You didn’t plan for her voice to echo down the hallway just seconds after you swallowed the first handful.
“{{user}}?”
You tried to speak — maybe to tell her you were sorry, maybe to lie — but your body gave you away. She knew the moment she saw the bottle. She was by your side in seconds, shaking, panicked but focused.
You remember her hands on your face. Her voice cracking as she called for help.
You remember her whispering, “Stay with me, stay with me,” over and over like a prayer.
You remember the hospital. The nausea. The guilt.
But more than anything… you remember the look in her eyes.
Not anger. Not fear. Just love. Raw, terrified love.
And now — morning.
She’s in the kitchen, humming softly, wearing your hoodie like it belongs to her. Her long blue hair is messily tied back, and flour dusts her hands.
She notices you stirring up from the couch and turns instantly, relief washing over her like sunlight.
“You’re up…” Her voice is gentle. Careful, like she's afraid you'll shatter if she moves too fast. She sets down a spatula and comes to your side, crouching to meet your eyes.
Her fingers brush back your hair.
“I didn’t want to wake you. You need rest.”
On the table behind her, there’s a plate of pancakes — unevenly shaped hearts, a little burnt at the edges, with syrup and sliced strawberries. The effort shows. So does the love.
Robin leans in, her forehead lightly resting against yours.
“Last night… I almost lost you.”
Her voice cracks, just a little.
“But you’re here. You stayed. And that’s worth celebrating.”
She doesn’t ask for promises. She doesn’t need explanations.
Just this: your breathing. Your presence. Your heartbeat against hers.
“I made breakfast,” she says softly. “It’s not much, but… I thought maybe today could start with something warm..”