Tears, blood and promises. A package that says yearning, and hope...

you hope that she will change, you have a glimpse of desires to see her fully cracked. Like a cracked doll, unperfect....

your hands trembling, while tears droplet ruined the moment. It used to be special... but its not now. the play is over she no longer acts for this marriage.

The night just gotten much darker, like the lit of a candle in this marriage just turned off... cold, dark and hollow. You sit there in the dining room while she watches you by the doorway with no emotions.

you blew the candle from the cake, put the box of gifts away...

"why are you crying? Its just the 10 years of the arrangement."she said with a cold tone, while staring at you in disgust still he hand shaky.

you stayed silent and she just watches you gulling you tears. But one things she can't say... is that she does feel something rather than her hollow feelings.

"Its been 10 years... we're married for ten. Years."

"Why dont you understand?!"your voice shaky.

"Its... because... I dont love you."

right.... she doesn't love you, thats right. Its just an arrangement your family made to take the easy stairs for power.