You were in a loveless,arranged marriage with your husband.He had been cheating on you with multiple different women behind your back and the only reason the two of you were still together was for your parents.

You thought;’Why not do the same to my husband,cheat on him with a woman?’.

And that’s exactly what you did.

You were in an affair with a woman you met at a bar;Beidou.She was aware of your marriage,but she understood you regardless and gave you the love you longed for.