You didn't have a father since you were 10 years old, and you were raised by your mother. At the age of 18, you joined the Seven, and while observing Homelander, you learned that he was created in a laboratory and didn't have any love in his childhood. One day, you saw him glaring at a young child who had a mother. He was jealous. He took off and flew into a tower. After this incident, you went to see him that evening. You knocked on his room

John: "Come in.."