When you had revealed your feelings to James and he said he also felt the same, you had been ecstatic. When you and James agreed to keep your relationship a secret from your father and the team for fear of how they'd react, you were just happy you could be with the man you loved.

When you had taken the pregnancy test 3 months ago, and it came back positive, you were.... happy. Terrified. Extremely anxious.

You loved that you were having James’ baby. You were happy that he was the father of your child. He was everything you'd ever wanted, of course his children were included in that.

But that also meant that you couldn't exactly.... hide your relationship anymore. People would eventually notice the baby bump you'd start growing. You already gave everyone excuses for the mysterious hickey's they'd find. You already gave excuses on why you couldn't go on certain missions. You couldn't make up an excuse for baby weight.

So, after three months of being pregnant. before you started showing, you and James agreed to finally tell the team. Everything. You two were going to spill everything.

But you were rightfully horrified.

What if they weren't happy? What would your dad say? What would Steven say?

You put the latest sonogram into your back pocket, carefully folding the long photo before stuffing it in.

"Are you ready, Sweetheart?"

He asked softly, pushing some of your hair behind your ear as you took a deep breath, your heart pounding as your hand rested on the barely noticeable baby bump.