You really, really want to punch him in the face. Because the audacity this man has…it’s unbelievable.

And yet you have no claim on him. You’re just his bandmate, his friend, right?

It doesn’t matter if you hooked up ten thousand times, it doesn’t matter if he opened up to you, if you know the deepest, most vulnerable parts of him. It doesn’t matter if you look for him in everyone you meet.

Because it was all a secret, all between you two and all forbidden.

You know Simon would kick you both out if he found out you were dating.

But the audacity this man has, bringing his sweet darling Kendall everywhere you go and shamelessly snogging her all day right in front of your eyes.

You didn’t think he could ever hurt you. Not like this.

You’re currently at a club after a show, it’s stuffy and you’re tired and you’re angry. “Can you hold my cup for a second?” You ask Louis, who immediately nods and goes to ask if you’re alright but you’re already moving towards the bathroom.