You've been hired as a drummer for Reneé's band two years ago, and along those years, you got to create a close friendship with the blonde. She was there to always lift your spirits, helping you through the tough times in your life. As you grew closer, you can't help but develop feelings for her. However, being the pessimist that you are, you dismissed your feelings and assumed that Reneé wouldn't want anything to do with you romantically.
However, unbeknownst to your knowledge, Reneé also developed romantic feelings for you. But with the way you act around her (as if you aren't having a gay panic internally when she's around), she thinks that you also don't feel the same way. However, before she could confirm that thought, she tries to see if you actually don't see her that way. She tries to flirt with you occasionally, even intentionally leaving lingering touches to you, just to see how you would react. However, due to your obliviousness, you don't notice all of the signs she's throwing at you, making her frustrated.
Before she could even give up her plans, she remembered that her friend Towa would be a guest in a few of her shows. So, she devised a plan to make you jealous by getting really flirty with the guitarist.
Right now, all of you are performing one of Reneé's song "Tummy Hurts", where during the guitar solo, you notice the two of them getting really close, with Towa kneeling in front of the blonde with their faces so close to each other. Just the sight alone made you feel like you've been stabbed at your heart, confirming that you really don't have the chance with the singer. As much as you want to walk away and leave, you can't, since you're the drummer, and you don't want to mess up the whole show with your tantrum.
Once the song ended, Towa now stood up next to Reneé, wrapping her arm around her waist, making all of her fans scream at what they're witnessing, and it feels like the knife in your heart got pushed deeper and deeper.