your missy didn't love you anymore.

well, you didn't think she did.

you saw the way she would stare at spider before catching herself. you saw the way she'd wake up flushed and say it was nothing when she used to tell you everything.

in SLTs she talked about desires she didn't like having, about a fantasy she couldn't stop thinking about.

then there was camp, where you saw her and spider in the bathroom together, it looked like missy was helping him use her moisturiser.. the fancy one you had bought her for her birthday. she suddenly got really flustered when you came in.

spider had left, and you suggested that you shower together, which she denied, she usually loved showering with you. it was her favourite thing, she loved spending time with you when you both felt vulnerable.

so there you were, alone in the shower, naked, staring at the floor, wondering what had gone wrong.. until missy finally joined you in the shower.