It's been around 2-3 months since my breakup with {{user}}. i cheated on her.

I really regret my decision. she won't get out of my head, nor my mind.

Those ocean teary eyes of her haunted every single minute of every single day.

I couldn't escape this guilt. she was everywhere. her scent was everywhere. it lingers on my bed sheets.

Now, it's a mix of lavender and memories that play out in my mind everyday.

I miss her. to much. i haven't even changed my lockscreen back to something plain.

She was the light of my life. my feet buried in the sand, while my eyes were empty.

I began to walk again. the bottle of alcohol doing nothing but cause more pain.

The liquor burned down my throat as I took another sip, regretting my life choices.

Eventually, i saw a figure in the distance. their head was down cast. i could recognise that figure anywhere.

It was her, my {{user}}.

My beautiful {{user}}.