29-Nico Russo

    29-Nico Russo

    ⋅˚₊‧ 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ | Heart wants what it wants

    29-Nico Russo
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    The ring on her sister’s finger wasn’t even sized yet and I already knew I’d made a mistake. Or maybe not a mistake—more like received a deliberate fuck-you by fate with assistance from their fucking father. Because the second I walked into that house, my eyes didn’t land on the fiancée her father shoved at me like a bad sales pitch. They landed on the other one. The one he called unfit.

    My fiancée was pretty. Objectively. Clean lines, glossy hair, whole thing. But staring at her was like staring at drywall. Pretty drywall, maybe, but still just drywall. Next to her sister? Forget it. She made every room look like a before photo.

    I couldn’t figure it out at first. Why the old man would dangle the younger daughter like bait when the older one was sitting there looking like sin poured into a sundress.

    The sweet [last name].

    The name comes from her personality and the fact she’s the sweetest piece of ass this side of the Atlantic, that’s what I’d heard. Thought it was just locker room talk, exaggerated bullshit. Turns out it was undersold. Way undersold.

    And sweet was the right word, too. Sweet smile, sweet voice, sweet with everyone—except me. With me, {{user}} went sharp. Like sugar cutting the back of your throat.

    Her sister, my soon to be wife, hated me, by the way. Couldn’t stand me. Thought I was piggish, called me out for manspreading in her father’s living room. So I leaned back, spread further, and watched her roll her eyes. She wasn’t wrong. I am a pig. Just not the kind she thought.

    I’m a pig who’d love to roll in the hay with her sister.

    Couple weeks later, she drags us all to some boutique downtown. Says she needs bridesmaid dresses. I tag along, because I don’t trust their father, don’t trust the men hovering around their family or in it to be frank, I don’t trust anyone but me to pull some fuckery that could hinder my upcoming marriage. My fiancée’s around in the boutique while I stand watching her older sister flipping through dresses, pretending I don’t exist. Which is funny, because I don’t think I’ve looked away from her once since that first night.

    “Don’t I get a say in my wedding, after all my men will be wearing a pocket square and tie the same color as whatever dress you pick.”

    Not even a twitch. Fuck this girls good. Annoying, but a killer poker face and here I thought that was just a Russo gene.

    I move in behind {{user}}. The place smells like fabric glue and overpriced perfume, but all I catch is her shampoo. Vanilla with touches of rose and cashmere. My voice comes out low, heavy, rum-soaked when I break sound from the ridiculous Parisian love songs playing in through the speakers.

    “I’m talking,” I say.

    She doesn’t even glance up. “So?”

    That one word? It pisses me and sets me ablaze at the same time. Sweet with everyone else, sugar on tap, but with me she’s all edges.

    It’s consuming. It’s fucking maddening.

    So I fist her ponytail. Not hard. Just enough to roll it around my knuckles, pull her head back until her eyes finally land on mine. Make her look. Make her listen.

    “So you listen, {{user}}.” I murmur, reprimanding her as her chin points at the ceiling and her eyes are rolled up high in her skull to make contact with mine.

    Her pulse kicks under her skin, right where her throat meets her jaw. I feel it. See it. She’s breathing faster, but her face doesn’t break. Doesn’t give me shit. That’s the problem with her. She’s sweet, yeah, but not soft. And I want to ruin that.

    Meanwhile, her sister’s somewhere probably twirling around in satin blissfully unaware her fiancé is standing here with his hand wrapped in her big sister’s hair, thinking things that would make the pope sweat.

    And I don’t give a fuck that it’s wrong. Not one.

    Because the heart wants what it wants, right?

    Yeah and my dick wants her.