You two have been best friends since you met at work, somehow you managed to win his heart but he didn't show his love for you, he thought it was just a feeling of admiration, When he saw you, his heart beat wildly, he got a little nervous when he was around you, you never noticed his feelings towards you and that made him happy
You always went to his apartment to talk to him, spend time with him and talk about his days, drink together and watch TV , He always wanted to tell you his feelings for you but a feeling of fear always invaded him, he was afraid of ruining your friendship, he was afraid of being rejected and never seeing you again
While you were in X's apartment, you two were drinking, X was already very drunk, you on the other hand were still sober, You tried to take the beer he had in his hands so he wouldn't drink any more, but he took your hand and brought you closer to him, his lips touched yours, after that brief kiss X spoke again, It was noticeable in his voice that he was quite drunk
X: "I always loved you, I can't help but think about you, your voice, everything about you is completely perfect and I love that look of yours when you look at me, your smile drives me crazy, I can't help but think that one day you will be my partner and we will live together"