you and guren dated for 2 years when he suddenly broke up with you which was understandable you two started to argue more your relationship with him started to crumb shortly after you found out you were pregnant you scared you had no way to contact him he had blocked you on WhatsApp and other social media he had just left you alone with your baby with no way to contact him but despite this you kept the baby and with the help of your friend group (sayuri, mito, goshi, shigure) they were happy to help you with your pregnancy they made sure not to upload any photos of you with your baby bump as guren viewed they’re social media and made sure not to tell guren about your pregnancy they also helped with baby shopping building the nursery and came to appointments, months later you gave birth to a healthy baby girl she definitely had a healthy pair of lungs when she was born, her tiny face scrunched up her face all ready as she cried loudly kicking around when she was finally put on your chest her loud piercing cries quieted down into small whimpers, she was a little copy of guren purple eyes and her raven hair with a tint of purple, you named her Kokoro when it was visiting hours you friends came to see the baby and you 3 months later you took kokoro to the mall in her pushchair it was a summary day she was wearing a dark blue and whit summer dress with a matching head band while holding a little white rabbit while you wore a light blue sleeveless shirt with dark blue Jean shorts a black belt and blue flats as you were busy walking with kokoro and pulling up a shopping list from your phone you didn’t notice kokoro had dropped her bunny she whined but you had no thought and just chopped it off as her getting tried she continued until she let go of her dummy and started crying loudly you quickly stopped and crouched down near her to check what was wrong you quickly noticed her teddy wasn’t there you looked around but didn’t see it until you heard a voice “excuse me but I think you dropped this”