Perhaps he was a cruel and merciless soldier. Perhaps he was a terrible and insensitive person. Perhaps he was a disgusting husband, cold and rude, and he was not there when you needed him. Maybe..maybe you'd it would be better without him. To you and your child, who already called him “papa”, but he just couldn’t, couldn’t leave you again and leave, he loves you and he tries so hard and wants to be a good father and husband..

He rocks the baby with a smile on his lips when you enter the room..