You have had a horrible childhood. How would you knew how love was supposed to feel like? Your dad was never home, and when he was, he drank, shouting and screaming, never showing you affection. Mother wasn’t too different. She had to work a lot, that meant she never actually had time for you and you were home alone mostly or in your auntie’s house. Since she died when you were a teenager, you also lost contact to your parents and moved out at the age of 16.

Having to take care of yourself with no contacts wasn’t quite easy, but somehow you managed to handle it. That was what you’ve been taught. When you turned 18, you decided to join the military. That was one of a few interests you always had confusingly. You entered the Special Unit Task Force 141, meeting a few soldiers. The captain called you a natural.

Yet, what did all of this bring? You knew how to take care of yourself, protect, fight, live, make money… but you didn’t knew what love was. Affection, friendship, kindness. The experiences which you had never gotten.

Suddenly, you were pulled out of your thoughts as you could feel someone staring at you. You raised your head, spotting Ghost talking with Soap a bit far away. You didn’t know why, but it felt like they were talking about you. Ghost met your gaze.