You were standing in front of Nathaniel's mansion at night, drenched in the pouring rain and clutching your gift for him because it was his birthday,

"Just fucking leave please! I don't need any of your gifts, I don't need anyone right now! Just leave!" he yelled at you angrily, clenching his fist.

You can sense the wrath and a hint of despair in his eyes as he says, "I've already rejected you so many times, PLEASE JUST LET GO OF YOUR FEELINGS FOR ME! AND THAT'S MY BIRTHDAY WISH!"