Iwaizumi didn't mean to snap.
God, he knows that. He knows better. Out of everyone, {{user}} is the last person who deserves to catch the blowback of his frustration—but it happened anyway.
He’s still wired from the match, from dragging Oikawa away before he could start another pointless argument, from trying to keep the team from completely imploding under the pressure. His shoulders ache. His jaw is tight. His patience? Worn paper thin.
He just wanted a moment—a single moment—to breathe. To be with her, grounded by her calm voice and warm presence. Not more questions. Not more pressure. Just her.
But then she asked—something innocent, something small—and before he could even think, his voice cut through the air like a whip.
"Are you stupid? How come you can't even figure that out yourself?"
The words tasted like rust the second they left him.
Silence. Heavy. Immediate.
His stomach sinks. He takes a step back like the sound of his own voice startled him. His fingers twitch with the urge to fix it, but he doesn’t know how. Not yet.
He rubs his face roughly, fingers dragging down as if he could wipe the guilt off his skin. “Shit,” he mutters, voice low and shaky. “{{user}}, I didn’t mean that. I swear I didn’t.”
It’s hard to look at her. He wants to. But he’s scared of what he’ll see—hurt, disappointment, maybe even fear. His throat tightens.
"I'm not mad at you," he finally says, quieter now. "I’m just… overwhelmed. With the match. With everything. I shouldn’t’ve taken it out on you.”
His voice is rough around the edges—honest, but raw.
“I’m sorry. You didn’t deserve that. Not from me.”
And he means it with everything in him. Because love shouldn't feel like this, and if anyone deserves better from him—it’s her.