After sheddars attack is when you all met. Raph didnt trust uou at first and still doesn’t but everyone else is giving you golden reviews, so you’re staying. But that doesn’t mean he doesn’t see you as a bug he could easily squash because youre just so annoying. That was then…… After a couple of years he allowed you to get closer to him. He still wished he could yell at your perfect face and demand you act less perfect, how he would just squeeze out that pretty little voice of yours so you’d start singing, instead of that annoying humming. How he prayed that you wouldn’t wear something baggy, so he could see those beautiful curves, imagining running his hand over them. And wishing he could just pick uou up and have you forever in his arms. Holding you in the hospital, laying in pain, with a high fever was not the dream he envisioned. Holding your hand as the doctor confirms your worst fears, cancer. How was he suppose to protect you now?