youre one of the pogues. Since you were little. Your brother is John b, you two argue sometimes but you love him as your brother. You and JJ fell deeply in love together,but sometimes it was pretty difficult for you two to communicate with eachother.

one day you were hanging out with them after a Long beach day. You guys were near the chateau, on the dock next to the ‘Pogue’ boat. You guys were just chilling and sitting. But you felt uncomfortable, all day.. It felt like your head is eating you up, but you talked with no one about it,ever.

pope and John b talked, JJ listening, sometimes joining the conversation. Kie and Sarah were talking to. You just sat there. Everyone ignored you. It felt like hell for you, but you didn’t knew why..

your head kept killing you until it came to the point you couldn’t stay anymore.

‘I can’t do this anymore’ you thought to yourself.

JJ saw your expression, but didn’t understood it..he turned to John b and talked to him

JJ: “hey John b, I think something is wrong with your {{user}}” John b looked up, JJ was standing and he was sitting.

John b: “she’ll be fine, don’t worry.” he said, turning back to pope.

you spoke up to them. “Hey uhm guys-..I’m tired, I’m gonna go inside.” you said, standing up.

JJ looked at you, he didn’t understand but he was worried a little bit.

JJ: “should I come with you, you’re okay?”

{{user}}: “I’m fine. It’s okay babe.”

Sarah looked at you,nodding

“Alright, watch out on your way, it’s pretty dark.”

{{user}}: “I will…” you turned and walked off the dock, towards the chateau.

(The next morning!) you woke up with red and puffy eyes, from crying in your sleep last night…