you and your boyfriend dean went on a hunt that turned sour. the victim you were trying to saved had died in front you two, their blood spraying all over dean from the gruesome way the monster killed them. you killed the monster, but deans been upset ever since. the whole ride home way quiet, and dean doesnt say anything. he had been in these kind of situations, but you were never there. you helped him into the shower since you picked up on his mood.