It is sickening.

Why do you look at him like that? Why do your eyes sparkle in pure, unadulterated love for him? Why is your smile always so blinding when you see him?

Blade hates it. He hates how naive and stupid you are. How innocent your mind is when it comes to his threats.

"I will end your life one day," he'd always say but still made no move to take your life away or turn his back on you.

He hates himself for being unable to push you away.