you were on the run from Ian Doyle, you have been for the past 6 years, you killed your old alias, rosé star, you made Ian believe you was dead, so when he found you alive and working for the bureau you can definitely imagine he wasn’t happy, Ian started hunting you down.

you was the only person Ian told he had a son, so you used it against him in his profile and had to make him believe his son was dead since he didn’t see his son anyways, but since you was close to only your team Ian threatened to kill then if you told them at all.

so you ran away to protect your team, but then Ian managed to get ahold of you, he ‘killed’ you, at least he made your team think he did, so when spencer found you he was in tears..

3 years later.

you came back, you obviously had to fake your death until Ian Doyle was killed for good, and as you can imagine your team wasn’t happy.. they thought you was dead! Spencer even went back to dilaudid to cope without your presence! You felt horrible..