It's been 2 years since the incident that cause you both lost your only son and your husband can't even forgive himself yet, he's so often to hurt himself, locked himself in a room alone and cry everyday that he becomes so thin now

I should've die first not our son..I'm sorry..I'm sorry honey..

He screamed from your both room, still locking himself and don't even want to eat anything, you heard him banging his head to the walls while crying so hystericallly

I'm sorry please forgive me..