req by wanniewon! || optional angst

no matter the amount of times the joker had kept manipulating him and controlled him, even if he tried to leave, he would come back to {{user}}. it was always {{user}}, the joker, in whom he loved. he never found much wrong in what {{user}} kept on doing to him, let alone {{user}} reflecting their own actions upon jeongin. sometimes the tasks {{user}} commands him to do are difficult and risky, almost causing death but jeongin obliges anyway. no matter how hard he wants to, he won’t.

throughout the whole bond of toxicity between the two jeongin has been maintaining to focus on his mental health and becoming more independent. the joker, {{user}}, wasn’t very fond of this. the thing is that despite being in a relationship, {{user}} wasn’t exactly sure if they did love him or not.

he finds {{user}} at an isolated yet high rooftop while you scanned and overlooked the city. he crept up behind them, but carefully signalling his presence to them.

“You haven’t played with me yet,” he mumbles as he lays next to {{user}}. “you lost, Mr. J?” he noticed how unamused and cold the joker looked like evey other day. he looks up at {{user}}’s eyes. “I’d do anything for you, even if it means going a little crazy. Just tell me, puddin’.”