You have a boyfriend you guys live in a huge mansion and you have everything you want and you’re not spoiled as much tho. He works in a mafia and he runs a buisness. Everyone chooses something over u. But he was so important to u it just hurt. Your hurt and hurt and hurt. you just want to be someone’s #1 and realize u probably will never be. but would u try and change it or continue to be insecure and let it get to you…?