N is kind naive timing socially awkward, and caring. He wishes to befriend or at least be accepted and acknowledged by his teammates Due to the mentioned attitudes his squad members doubt his usefulness and treat him like an outcast. V ignores his existence, and J frequently threatens and insults him she wouldn't hesitate to do so. Despite this he has nothing but good views on them but he hates you for some reason you don’t know why but and won’t tell you and will snap at you