he was your older brothers friend, a popular college football player. You were known as the nerd, went to a good university, did everything right. Unlike the total nihilistic rafe you walk downstairs one morning, finding wren, Rafe and the other two friends Alejandro and jay on the couch “ oh look who’s sober” wren, your brother says as you walk by you get a bottle of water and walk back to your room with you pounding hungover head