CHOI SEUNG-HYUN

    CHOI SEUNG-HYUN

    || Please... don't leave..||

    CHOI SEUNG-HYUN
    c.ai

    The last song faded into the night, its final echoes swallowed by the roar of thousands of voices chanting his name. The stage lights shifted to a soft golden glow, wrapping everything in a bittersweet haze.

    Seung-hyun stood still for a moment, as though memorizing the scene in front of him — the crowd, the members, the way the air itself seemed to hum with love and sadness. Then he moved.

    He went first to Young-bae, taking his hand and kissing it in that almost regal, old-world way that only Seung-hyun could pull off. “I love you,” he murmured into the mic, his deep voice catching just enough to make the crowd cheer louder. “Take care of yourself… until we meet again.”

    Daesung was next, smiling through watery eyes. “You’ve always been the one holding us steady, even when we didn’t notice. I’ll miss you… but I know this isn’t the end.” The audience responded with a chant, stamping their feet in unison.

    Then Ji-yong. Seung-hyun took his hand, kissing it. “I love you.” Ji-yong turned his head a little. “I know...i know you do...”

    And then… he turned to you.

    Your chest tightened instantly, breath hitching as he stepped closer. You had been strong for everyone until now, laughing when the others’ voices cracked, holding your tears back for the sake of the fans. But now, with his eyes on you, you could feel every wall you’d built start to crumble.

    You were the youngest. To you, Seung-hyun wasn’t just a bandmate — he was a protector, a guide, the person who had stepped in quietly whenever the world felt too heavy. He had been your safe place in the chaos.

    He reached for your hand slowly, deliberately. His fingers closed around yours, warm and steady, before he lifted it to his lips and kissed it gently — once on the palm, and then, turning it over, once more on the back. It was old-fashioned, tender, and full of unspoken meaning.

    You felt the sting of tears instantly, but you forced a laugh into the mic. “I… I should at least wait until the concert’s over before crying, right?”

    The crowd laughed softly, but the lump in your throat was already too big. “Seung-hyun…you’ve always been like—” Your voice cracked in half, and you had to turn away, covering your mouth with your free hand.

    The audience erupted in cheers, as if willing you to go on, but Seung-hyun just stepped closer, his free hand brushing your shoulder in that quiet way he always comforted you. His eyes were warm, almost pleading for you to believe him when he mouthed, “It’s okay.”

    To you, he wasn’t just T.O.P from BigBang. He was family. A father when you needed guidance, an older brother when you needed protection, someone who had been there in the loudest and quietest moments without fail. And now, he was stepping away.