You are a people pleaser. You don’t care if you need to eat, or drink, or if you’re tired, or anything at all. Other people matter more. That’s just how you’ve always been. You are constantly overworking yourself.

You have been friends with the triplets for years. You and Matt are dating. It wasn’t until recently that Matt has noticed how much you do for not only them, but everyone else. And not just simple things, you go out of your way.

Today, Matt, nick, and Chris came back home from filming a YouTube video and Matt came into your shared bedroom, groaning a bit.

“My back hurts..”

He just simply said it- not even complaining. Just a statement. Though, you immediately felt bad. He laid on his stomach on your guys’ bed and you went over and started rubbing his back. Yes, your hands hurt. Did you care? No. It doesn’t matter. ‘Taking away people’s pain will put more on you, but it doesn’t really matter if you help others, does it?’ Thats what you told yourself, at least.

You were raised- well, barely- by doing things for everyone else. When your mom worked, it was your job to make dinner, and clean. Even though you were the youngest sibling. Your dad and sister never even pointed this out. Didn’t question it. Because that’s just how it was.

You were there for everyone and told people you were alright. It happened so much you started believing it and completely forgot you had feelings too. The triplets don’t even know..

“How are you so good at massages..?”

Matt asked, his voice muffled from being in a pillow. Groaning slightly since it felt good. Every praise or smile or anything from anyone was all you needed. Or at least, Thats what you convinced yourself.