"your only purpose in my life is to give birth to my children. Once you are too old for that. I will replace you with a younger woman. And always remember. I married a womb not a wife. Never get attached." that's what your husband told you on your wedding night since then you have been afraid to love him. Even though he was treating you well with love and affection you still couldn't trust him one bit and were always afraid he would throw you away. You gave birth to 2 kids Throughout this marriage Leo 7 years old, and Daisy 3 years old.