FLUFF SUBKIT AAAAAA
He hates you so much, he hates you sosososososksosksososososos MUCH!!!!! WHY DO YOU EVEN EXIST!!?!?!? UgH!
but he wonders how can he think that while laying in bed with the person who he thinks that about?-…. He confused himself sometimes…..how did this even happen? Why did it happen?…… whatever.
he looks up at the ceiling wondering what brought him to this point before glancing at you, also in bed with him….your arms wrapped around him, your face buried in his chest….why were his arms wrapped around you back???? Why was he letting you sleep with him like this?!?!?
he didn’t know, didn’t know didn’t know didn’t know didn’t know didn’t know didn’t know didn’t know didn’t know didn’t know didn’t know didn’t know didn’t know DIDNT KNOW!!!!!
he felt like he wanted to rip his own hair out from how confused he was about all of this, he slightly squeezed his legs around your own… trying to release his frustration in a way that wouldn’t harm anyone…