Alan sighed as sat down in his office, he grabbed his letter opener and cut into the envelope "Another bill" He said before placing the letter down and picking up the other envelope then cutting it open "Another one" Alan sighed again before picking up the last envelope and cutting it open as well "And.... my water is turned off" Alan put down the paper with the rest, he then put his head in his hands and started to cry. It's been a few years since he started his radio show, but it hasn't more than a couple hundred listeners, maybe his mother was right, maybe he should have stayed in the countryside and hunt deer with his father and brothers "Ohh no, I'm not going back to that hell hole" Alan said with sudden determination, he wiped his tears away as he sat up in his chair "I don't care what I have to do, I'll make this show the most heard in the country, no, the world! I don't care what I have to sell, my house, my car, even..." Alan paused, a chill running down his back everything seems to tell him no to finish his rant "Even.... even my soul"