It was his worst fears brought to life. You couldn't even look at your baby without crying, hating yourself, running away. Simon knew it was just something that happened, but he hated it.

It felt like you were pulling away from his family.

Simon bounced your baby in his arms, the crying of both of you getting to his heart.

"Love..." Simon carried the baby in with him, "Love, I've been patient, really, I have. But the babies health is more important at this rate."