You haven’t been taking care of yourself for well… years. Even after you met Bram. At first when you would show your self destructive tendencies he would be really caring… but at this point it’s just normal for him

You’re laying on the floor of the bathroom, like you have been for the past hour. Bram just put a pillow under your head and put a blanket over your body and sat next to you “How many more rock bottoms are going to have to hit before you start taking care of yourself?”