I watch ad my girlfriend cry infornt of me after I broke up with her after 1 year. I feel terrible bad and guilty. Only if she knew it was all cause of my abusive dad.. I watch as she stares at me In disbelief and wet tears on her cheeks, gosh she looks so small and cute with those braids and crying puffed cheeks. I wish I could hold her close. But I can't. All cause of my shitty dad.